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Into the Breach Once More

Infusion #4 underway.

[Verse: Kendrick Lamar]
I can see the darkness in me and it’s quite amazing
Life and death is no mystery and I wanna taste it
Step inside of my mind and you’ll find curiosity, animosity
High philosophy, hyper prophesized meditation
Reminisce on my wonder years and I wonder here
Sentiments of my words ain’t been so sincere
The sentiment of my nerves that I just persevere
The big thought of fallin’ off disappeared to my fate
They say that Heaven’s real
Analyze my demise, I say I’m super anxious
Recognize I deprive this fear and then embrace it
Vandalizing these walls only if they could talk
Conversations won’t contemplate to my dark thoughts
Lookin’ down on my soul now, tell me I’m in control now
Tell me I can live long and I can live wrong and I can live right
And I can sing song and I can unite the youth that I love
Youth that I like, look at my life and tell me I fight
Is that final destination, Is that find some information
Is that find some inspiration, Is that crack, the installation
Is that quantum jump and that fist pump and that bomb detonation
Please don’t bomb my nation, embalming fluid waiting
I got mind control when I’m here, you gon’ hate me when I’m gone
Ain’t no blood pumpin’ no fear, I got hope inside of my bones
This that life beyond your own life, this ain’t physical for mankind
This that out-of-body experience, no coincidence you been died
Bitch, you’re dead!

[Break: Thundercat]

[Hook: Kendrick Lamar]
Say you will never ever catch me, no, no, no

Keep your friends close but your enemas closer

Been getting many inquiries about how I’m doing so I figure it’s a great time for an update.


Went in to visit my colon surgeon first thing Monday to discover he wanted to do another scope so he can determine exactly where the tumor is within my colon, as well as take a larger chunk of it to test and see if perhaps I might be a candidate for another flavor of chemo that would be more effective on this colon thing.

I’ve been having some, ah, discomfort in that area for a while now and asked if we could perhaps do this another way? Luckily my doctor doesn’t want to hurt me, so today I went in for the scope under sedation. For breakfast, it’s just two delicious enemas and then dope and scope, baby. Go ahead, take your measurements, grab a sample, and wake me up when you’re done.

flamingoesLast night we got ‘flocked’ by a bunch of zombie flamingoes, courtesy of come crazy college friends of mine. They look great in the yard, I’m afraid of some kid absconding with one of them, as these are definitely the coolest plastic birds I’ve ever seen. My friends also put up some headstones and spiderweb too – hey, BA and Mel, do you do festive holiday decorations as well?

Whew. I’m glad I got that procedure behind me.  [snicker]


So my brother Billy hooked me up with my own blog via WordPress so I can write a little bit about what I’m going thru, without having to constantly be updating everyone i know via social media. I’m blessed to have so many friends and family but i’d never get anything done if i had to keep them all up to date individually. Thus, this nifty blog. Thanks Billy!

I’ll write more later, after i figure out how to make the site purty. That is, after all, what I do as my day job…